Sorry

The lyrics tell them all..

I hope there's some tiny place in your heart that will forgive me.

What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there

What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

Stay strong

Please..

As though everything I do..

doesn't fit the average standards.

When one level is met,

something must go wrong in some other way.

It's getting stale and I'm getting bad karma

I don't want this, I don't need this

I feel useless, I feel low

There's no other way for me to show

For me to want is for you detest

Then what's the point of trying

when fixing worsen..

Well that's that, I've done my part

For understanding can open hearts

For what's worth, I must stay strong

The Bald Bunny

Yesterday, I had a great laugh...who knew my smelly buns decided to go BALD! =P So I just want to share this masterpiece that really made my day *even though at first I oppose of him balding* Mom and Dad said he looked handsome like Mawi..I don't see the likeness there, all I see is a complete transformation! From sweet a boy to a Prison Break actor *what was his name again?*

Before

After

Teehehe despite all the changes, I still think he's CUTE (^__^)

Next time when I get the chance...I want to be your hairstylist please.

Unlimited Gratefulness

Alhamdulillah...

For the air that I breathe,

For the strength to carry on,

For the sweet things that touched my heart,

For the memories carved together,

For the calming sensation every time you're with me,

For the patience enduring my imbalance hormone,

For the effort you've done,

For the years of searching you,

For the months of knowing you,

For the minutes of missing you,

For the seconds of loving you,

Thank you..YOU! =)

You've brighten my day like no other.

I'm truly blessed to have met you at the end of my rainbow,

Alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah...

How's ur love for me...?

In reply of The Smelly Bunny's post dated: Wednesday, June 9, 2010

This is how much I love you sweetheart =)

Just for you~

Blue - Best in Me

Thie song is dedicated to my really sweet and sour, cream and onion, herbs and spices, loving and caring, sincere and true hearted, cute and shy Bunbun Busyuk \(^__^)/

I L.O.V.E YOU

Bruises

I'm so sorry for I am unable to contain this sad feeling. I'm not perfect but I'm trying the best as I can to complete you. Please don't fade our love away...

Natasha Bedingfield - I Bruise Easily

My skin is like a map, of where my heart has been
And I can't hide the marks, but it's not a negative thing
So I let down my guard, drop my defences, down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall, with no safety net, to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart, carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I've found your finger prints on a glass of wine
Do you know you're leaving them all over this heart of mine too
But if I never take this leap of faith I'll never know
So I'm learning to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

Anyone who, can touch you, can hurt you, or heal you
Anyone who, can reach you, can love you, or leave you

So be gentle
So be gentle
So be gentle
So be gentle

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart, carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily,

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart, carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I bruise easily
I bruise easily

Luka

Tidak ku pinta perasaan ini hadir. Pergilah dikau jauh-jauh dariku. Sesungguhnya ku masih dambakan cintanya. Aku masih mencuba dan akan terus mencuba..



Liza Hanim - Merawat Luka Yang Terpendam

Merawat luka yang terpendam
Kesannya masih berdarah
Hendak ku tangiskan tiada pedih
Yang telah terjadi padaku
Pasrah aku terima

(Korus)
Kau hujankan penghinaan
Aku renjis kesabaran
Aku curah pertanyaan
Adakah bahagia nanti akan menyingkir hiba
Dalam ribut ada hina
Dalam tenang ada sabar
Dalam tangis sendirian
Berkemungkinankan bahagia nanti akan menyusur tiba

Bukan ku mengundang bencana
Juga tak ku menabur dosa
Tak dapat dinafi kebetulan
Dugaan menimpa diriku
Rela aku terima

(Ulang korus)

Take it as it is

I came across this today. Some how it hits me direct in the heart. So I think I'd better put this up to remind myself =)

Missing Him

It's really hard when you want to express your feelings to that special someone. You just can't seem to find the right words to describe those tingling sensation every time he/she is around.

So this is dedicated to my Bun2 Busuk!

MY EVERYTHING - 98 Degrees

The loneliness of nights alone
The search for strength to carry on
My every hope has seemed to die
My eyes had no more tears to cry
Then like the sun shines from up above
You surrounded me with your endless love
And all the things I couldn't see
Are now so clear to me

Chorus
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams
Are suddenly reality
You've opened up my heart to feel
A kind of love that's truly real
A guiding light that'll never fade
There's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
For the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know

Oh
You're the breath of life in me
The only one that sets me free
And you have made my soul complete for all time
For all time

Hope

"It there is hope, it brings a brighter future."
Bringing a positive outlook on the world's perspective.

But, how far are we hoping?
Aim too high u'll fall flat if failed to uplift the standard.

But aiming down low is just a means to say that u're not ambitious.

When really..at what scaling factor are we looking at?

Don't get me wrong it's good to be hopeful
Since it's a motivation to keep on striving for what is set in the mind.

I just don't see the "gauge" of hope.
Best be working hard and expect nothing I suppose.
That way, it's a recollection of one's true submission to God. (The way i see it at least)

But it will be a complete lie if I were to snobbishly say I don't hope for the best
I just tend to reduce it and not adding it up to my priority list =)

Embark on a journey of life

As someone mentioned in his blog..

For every things in life there's a starting point.
It doesn't matter at what level or achievements you are now,
It's how you make your way through..
After all we've won the sperm race haven't we?

As for today..I'm obliged to write down my thoughts
so I can make a linking bridge between my blog and The Smelly Bunny's

Let us embark on a journey of life =)