Could it be worse??
Might be..
There is no more sweetness in the blood...
That's just a HUGE FAT LIE!!
What I have now is BOILING blood.
Boiled with anger, frustration and stupidity.
It feels like it doesn't matter any more.
I am now blinded by all these small little things..
But this small little things matters to me.
It's as though all the ones that I cared didn't give the same in return.
Sorry to have thought of that..
But I couldn't help but to wonder am I not worthy enough?
Damned the devils for overpowering my mind right now
And they did pretty well at the right moment, at the right time...
Just hope that I will just erase this stupid crap and moved on..
I have got bigger fish to fry..
If you're not with me..
And not saying it straight to my face that you cared what I did or will do
Then I'm better off alone.
